The Plan...

So, I have so many plans. Will I ever succeed in getting to where I want to go? I don't know, but I'm going to make the most of it.

1. Finish Resumes and Portfolios
2. Send off Resumes and Portfolios
3. Pass my classes
4. Get internship (SOMEWHERE)
5. Finish College
6. GRADUATION DAY!!
7. Must plan for graduation
8. Get a job (SOMEWHERE)

These are only a few things I need to get done. I want to get some of these things done before MARCH 1!!

Here's to hoping!

~Norma Jean

Strangers...

I am working on so many projects right now. They all seem to be centered on one subject though. I've been avoiding this topic as much as I can, but with ever day something seems to push me to look at the reality I live in.
Well, one of my classes I had to sit down and talk to a complete stranger about it. Why would I do it? Well, because I knew it would be what he needed and somehow I think I needed to tell someone. Someone who doesn't know me and know anything else about me. I needed to just tell someone face to face everything I went through and am still going through. Somehow I knew it would be okay.
Sometimes you just have to let yourself be vulnerable and see what happens.
Well, I'll let you know how that goes.
~Norma Jean

My Dark Day...

I really thought that the 18th of every month was going to be my dark day. The 18th is the day my father passed away, so now it has a bad connotation to it. However, today was a bad day. I'm trying to deal with everything, but sometimes it's just hard. I know I'll have days where I just need to cry, but sitting in class trying to focus is not really the most convenient. I wish there was an easier way to deal, but there really isn't. I just have to take it one day at a time and I guess today is just a little more difficult.
I'll make it though. I have to for so many reasons.
Well, until next time...
~Norma Jean