August 19, 2011
Total Calories: 1258
Exercise:
Walking 43 minutes
So, these pills are allowing me to actually eat. Which yes is good, but I was hoping not being able to eat would help me lose weight. Oh well back to trying to do the normal thing.
I've been walking more and doing more, so as school starts up hopefully I can deal with the stress a little better and everything. I wish my money problems weren't so bad though.
I can only deal with one thing at a time. Right now, keeping myself healthy is my main concern. Well, Until tomorrow!
Norma Jean
Friday, August 19, 2011
Thursday, August 18, 2011
Day 31
August 18, 2011
Total Calories: 1639
Exercise:
Walk for 10 minutes
I need to figure out a better eating schedule. With school starting, I'll need to figure something out.
Total Calories: 1639
Exercise:
Walk for 10 minutes
I need to figure out a better eating schedule. With school starting, I'll need to figure something out.
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
Day 28
July 15, 2011
Total Calories: 825
Exercise:
None
So macaroni and cheese does not sit well with my stomach right now. Sad I know, but someday once my stomach gets better I'll go back to eating what I like. Though I'm still getting tired really easy. I don't know why. Hopefully, September 16 I'll get things figured out or at least on the path to getting things figured out. Hopefully, tomorrow I'll be able to find out if my FASFA has finally been accepted. This is stressing me out like no other. I love and hate college right now. Well, tomorrow is another day. At least I'm eating something these days.
Total Calories: 825
Exercise:
None
So macaroni and cheese does not sit well with my stomach right now. Sad I know, but someday once my stomach gets better I'll go back to eating what I like. Though I'm still getting tired really easy. I don't know why. Hopefully, September 16 I'll get things figured out or at least on the path to getting things figured out. Hopefully, tomorrow I'll be able to find out if my FASFA has finally been accepted. This is stressing me out like no other. I love and hate college right now. Well, tomorrow is another day. At least I'm eating something these days.
Sunday, August 14, 2011
Day 28
July 14, 2011
Total Calories:
Exercise:
I'm getting a little low again. My stomach is a little unhappy, but I hope these pills will start to take effect soon. I'm hoping my emotional and mental state of mind lifts before classes start. Tomorrow I will be back on track. I'm not going to fall back into the weeks where my gallbladder died. Yes, I lost amazing weight, but I slept all the time. I slept during classes. I slept before my shifts at work. I slept whenever I wasn't walking practically. It was tough. I'll get through this stronger than ever.
But tomorrow, I'll start again and September 18 I'll do something for myself. I'll need to on that day.
Total Calories:
Exercise:
I'm getting a little low again. My stomach is a little unhappy, but I hope these pills will start to take effect soon. I'm hoping my emotional and mental state of mind lifts before classes start. Tomorrow I will be back on track. I'm not going to fall back into the weeks where my gallbladder died. Yes, I lost amazing weight, but I slept all the time. I slept during classes. I slept before my shifts at work. I slept whenever I wasn't walking practically. It was tough. I'll get through this stronger than ever.
But tomorrow, I'll start again and September 18 I'll do something for myself. I'll need to on that day.
Day 27
August 13, 2011
Total Calories:
Exercise:
I had a friend come into town and so I splurged a little and then my stomach decided it didn't like all the fun. I did have a nice 14 hour nap, though. Hopefully, I'll sleep tonight.
Total Calories:
Exercise:
I had a friend come into town and so I splurged a little and then my stomach decided it didn't like all the fun. I did have a nice 14 hour nap, though. Hopefully, I'll sleep tonight.
Friday, August 12, 2011
Day 25
August 11, 2011
Total Calories: 864
Exercise:
20 Minutes Stationary Bike
So, I get the feeling this is going to turn into the gallbladder situation all over again. I don't eat for a month and then my body finally shuts down. I'll be sleeping all the time. I'll be missing important things. If I fall asleep during class, someone please wake me up. I can't do this. I have one year left. But now it seems I possibly have an ulcer, but no way to tell unless I get a scope down my throat and that costs about $200. Can I afford that? I can't even pay for college right now because the government decided that I have to be claimed by my parents, even though one is dead and the other is getting social security, which we all know doesn't pay anything. This is turning into a really stressful year already. And I wonder why I can't lose weight? I have far to much on my plate to deal with. I'm only 23. Where is my fun? These had better not be the best days of my life or I'm pretty well screwed.
Total Calories: 864
Exercise:
20 Minutes Stationary Bike
So, I get the feeling this is going to turn into the gallbladder situation all over again. I don't eat for a month and then my body finally shuts down. I'll be sleeping all the time. I'll be missing important things. If I fall asleep during class, someone please wake me up. I can't do this. I have one year left. But now it seems I possibly have an ulcer, but no way to tell unless I get a scope down my throat and that costs about $200. Can I afford that? I can't even pay for college right now because the government decided that I have to be claimed by my parents, even though one is dead and the other is getting social security, which we all know doesn't pay anything. This is turning into a really stressful year already. And I wonder why I can't lose weight? I have far to much on my plate to deal with. I'm only 23. Where is my fun? These had better not be the best days of my life or I'm pretty well screwed.
Thursday, August 11, 2011
Day 24
August 10, 2011
Total Calories: 1035
Exercise:
None
I am feeling horrible about myself. I can't get the energy to do anything right now. I just want to sleep. I'm only eating one meal a day if that. I have an appointment with a doctor tomorrow, so maybe I can start figuring out what's wrong with me. I want and need to start feeling like my normal self. I have to many things going on to crash and burn at the beginning of the school year. Well, we'll see what happens tomorrow.
Total Calories: 1035
Exercise:
None
I am feeling horrible about myself. I can't get the energy to do anything right now. I just want to sleep. I'm only eating one meal a day if that. I have an appointment with a doctor tomorrow, so maybe I can start figuring out what's wrong with me. I want and need to start feeling like my normal self. I have to many things going on to crash and burn at the beginning of the school year. Well, we'll see what happens tomorrow.
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
Day 23
August 9, 2011
Total Calories: 1201
Exercise:
10 minutes stationary bike
So, I've been on vacation the past 11 days. I got back to Manhattan today and tried to get back into the swing of things. I haven't been able to get much sleep these past few days. Sleeping on a couch compared to a bed isn't such a good thing when you have back problems. Also, the stress of being at home but not being able to do anything. I'm 23 years old and I felt like I was grounded; unable to go anywhere or do anything unless I was with my family. I had friends I wanted to see and other things to do, plus getting sick didn't help. Then I learned that I no longer have a home in Dodge. I have no place I can run to and hide. Now I have to choose whether I go see my mom in Iowa or do I go see my friends who I count as family back in Dodge. This was not supposed to be how things went. Why can't one thing seem to go right or how I plan? I need something to go my way!
Total Calories: 1201
Exercise:
10 minutes stationary bike
So, I've been on vacation the past 11 days. I got back to Manhattan today and tried to get back into the swing of things. I haven't been able to get much sleep these past few days. Sleeping on a couch compared to a bed isn't such a good thing when you have back problems. Also, the stress of being at home but not being able to do anything. I'm 23 years old and I felt like I was grounded; unable to go anywhere or do anything unless I was with my family. I had friends I wanted to see and other things to do, plus getting sick didn't help. Then I learned that I no longer have a home in Dodge. I have no place I can run to and hide. Now I have to choose whether I go see my mom in Iowa or do I go see my friends who I count as family back in Dodge. This was not supposed to be how things went. Why can't one thing seem to go right or how I plan? I need something to go my way!
Day 18
August 4, 2011
Total Calories: 610
Exercise:
None
I wasn't feeling so good today. I need to go to the doctor at some point and try to figure out what is wrong with me. I want to feel better for tomorrow. I have people to see and things to do. Omar is in town and so is Chelsea. I need some fun and I need to stop stressing about everything. This was supposed to be a fun vacation, but it hasn't exactly gone the way I wanted. Well, I still have a few more days before I head back to Manhattan. I'll make the best of it. I also need to get my back checked too. Just what I need another herniated disk. This is my life!!!
Total Calories: 610
Exercise:
None
I wasn't feeling so good today. I need to go to the doctor at some point and try to figure out what is wrong with me. I want to feel better for tomorrow. I have people to see and things to do. Omar is in town and so is Chelsea. I need some fun and I need to stop stressing about everything. This was supposed to be a fun vacation, but it hasn't exactly gone the way I wanted. Well, I still have a few more days before I head back to Manhattan. I'll make the best of it. I also need to get my back checked too. Just what I need another herniated disk. This is my life!!!
Day 14
July 31, 2011
Total Calories: ?
Exercise:
None
I decided I've been good so far, so I'm having a splurge day. Back on track tomorrow!
Total Calories: ?
Exercise:
None
I decided I've been good so far, so I'm having a splurge day. Back on track tomorrow!
Day 12
July 29, 2011
Total Calories: 1312
Exercise:
90 minutes of Dancing!
Extra:
I did have 2 beers. Ooops!
Total Calories: 1312
Exercise:
90 minutes of Dancing!
Extra:
I did have 2 beers. Ooops!
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