August 11, 2011
Total Calories: 864
Exercise:
20 Minutes Stationary Bike
So, I get the feeling this is going to turn into the gallbladder situation all over again. I don't eat for a month and then my body finally shuts down. I'll be sleeping all the time. I'll be missing important things. If I fall asleep during class, someone please wake me up. I can't do this. I have one year left. But now it seems I possibly have an ulcer, but no way to tell unless I get a scope down my throat and that costs about $200. Can I afford that? I can't even pay for college right now because the government decided that I have to be claimed by my parents, even though one is dead and the other is getting social security, which we all know doesn't pay anything. This is turning into a really stressful year already. And I wonder why I can't lose weight? I have far to much on my plate to deal with. I'm only 23. Where is my fun? These had better not be the best days of my life or I'm pretty well screwed.
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