Sunday, May 12, 2013

Return to Me

It has been over a year and I can honestly say I am stronger than I have ever been.  My last post was made in a very dark place.  I was broken last year.  I was deep in a depression that almost took my life.  But, because of the support I finally let help me, I was able to bring myself up.  Though, some days I find myself slipping, I am able to pull myself back together.
By the end of last year, I was able to finish my degree and begin focusing on my future.
The start of this year saw me finding myself alone.  I discovered the true nature of "friends" and from there I learned about me.  I learned what it's like being alone and for the first time it didn't scare me. I was liberated by the fact I didn't have to constantly walk on egg shells.  Some days I look back on how things were and I miss the times we had, but I'm far more stronger than they are and I won't let them pull me down again.
I've also decided that my job is not necessarily my only focus.  Though, I've taken on more responsibilities, I've been giving myself time every day for me.
So, this year has really been a return to me.  I have lost 10 pounds already and my portfolio looks really good.

I will continue to be okay!  Now just to figure out what to do on here.  At some point I'll figure out a theme.

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