Day 2

December 31, 2011

9:30 AM
Macaroni and Cheese
Water

2:30 PM
Macaroni and Cheese

6:00 PM
Wine
and many more alcoholic beverages

So, New Years Eve. I had my expectations a little higher than I should have and they were shattered. I even made a huge mistake and texted this guy I really, really care about. Though, by some grace of God, he never read the messages and he had no clue what I was talking about when I texted him and apologized. I was drunk and stupid and emotional and a very jealous girl.

I hate myself when this happens. This is one of the things I need to work on.

I made a very unrealistic goal to not drunk text anymore. That didn't even last 10 minutes after midnight. Oh well. It was a nice thought and who knows I may not quit, but I can try to limit the amount I text and to whom. This is going to be tough.

Each resolution will try me and push me more, but I have to succeed at something or what's all this for anyways.