March 7
Today I went to this amazing sight, a frozen over waterfall. There are giant icicles hanging and the opportunity to walk behind them and look out through slits that formed as the water froze over during the winter. I, however, declined the opportunity to trek behind the wonder. You may ask why? There are a few reasons, but the main one on my radar is a medical issue. I have back issues and looking at this frozen wonder I just kept thinking of slipping and falling and having to put my life on hold for six more months. When that fear comes, it is an overpowering fear. I begin to panic and it puts a dark cloud on the fun I was having or in this case the fun I wish I was having. Before me was an adventure. A chance to do something not within my normal behavior, but fear took over yet again. I know the fear has its truth and it's something I deal with daily, but I just hope to be free of it someday. The sight was amazing though and I'm glad I got to see it.
~Norma Jean
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